May 2013
Awkward moment when you don't know if you're...
I’m supposed to have today off but was asked on Wednesday if I’d work today and have tomorrow off instead because this guy was taking some clients out and needed an extra person but he wasn’t sure what time I’d be needed so I don’t know what time I’m supposed to be in and what time I’d be leaving or if I should just not go in today and come in tomorrow as...
I think i've worked it out
ruby has fits because she’s brain damaged because she’s constantly slamming headfirst into the kitchen cupboards trying to catch the ball…..silly dog
she’s got blood tests on wednesday though to find the actualy reason, not looking forward to that, shes gonna hate meeeee
Finished!
I doubt it’s 15 minutes long but who cares!
Also stop playing freecell.
finish your tea and get your fucking work done you idiot.
No, Audrey.
You cannot scroll through the entirety of tumblr, twitter, or facebook, or any other website until you have finished your presentation that is due TOMORROW. Youve known about it for months, you shouldnt have left it until the last minute. Get it done. Also remember that you start work at 3.
S'been a well odd day
Had to rush Ruby to the vets this morning because for two days in a row she’s woken up between half four and half five in the morning, been sick then collapsed and started screaming, literally screaming, for ten seconds, wet herself and then gone back to normal almost immediately.
Vet confirmed my suspicions that she was having some sort of fit, has temporarily put her on some massively...
Today I
had to shave a man’s face (most terrifying thing ever, I cut myself shaving every time i do it, the fact that it’s not your body holding a razor to is horrible)
decided that i really fucking hate brown bread. it’s disgusting.
forgot to ring the doctors
had very strange moment of reflection when i went outside for a cigarette at work. it was almost like an outer body...
April 2013
“[tw: rape/victim blaming]
If owning a gun and knowing how to use it worked, the...”
– A Short Post on Rape Prevention (via brute-reason)
Exactly.
Be honest: You don’t give a shit about rape victims.
You don’t fucking care.
You make excuses for the rapists all the damn time.
This is about policing women’s bodies and telling them to just ‘shut up and stop complaining about your...
whydofoolsfall-inlove:
Ahhhhhh
Listening to mcfly and i literally cannot contain my excitement for 7th and 18th may!!!!!! :D
Far too excited
Bring on Wembley wooooooo!
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ughhhhh i really need/want new underwear but i want nice stuff and its all so expensive dammit whyyyy it’s the tiniest bit of material and i just want to feel like i look nice
Why did I think it would be a good idea to get back with Steven when he’s at uni? Now I have to wait forever to see him :(
Also last night
The dress I was wearing had detachable straps and someone detached them from my dress (one is completely missing, the other only got undone on one side) and unzipped my dress in the middle of the dancefloor.
Utter douchebags.
Someone fucking stamped on my foot in their heels...
It is so bruised and swollen and ouch
Ex wants us to try again. Again.
There is a very happy face on the front of my head
finally finished and signed off a unit that has been haunting me for months at college, and it’s bumped up my progress by an extra 15% which is huge, they’re usually only 2-3% at a time
happy happy Audreyface :D
reign-of-love:
It’s weird how the people who make you the happiest can make you the most miserable
I wanna know what people assume about me because...
Put an assumption in my ask. I’ll confirm or dispute it. I’m not gonna be mean or anything, I’m just very interested.
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[[MORE]]ex has gone back to uni and i am sad and i miss him and everything sucks and i still dont know whats going on with us and at this rate i’ll never find out and eurghhhhhh
Wooohooooo
I have finally sorted out sending my phone off for repair and also ruby’s microchip stuff so now i just have to take them to the post office tomorrow after work :)
Probably the most productive thing i’ve done in forever :’)
Now I just have to do my washing and convince myself to go to bed early as i have to be up at half 5 cause i start work at half 7 and it takes me an hour to...
New tattoo tomorow? mmm yeah i think so
Me: Wow Ruby you are stupid.
Mum: well they say dogs take after their owners
Me: I guess that's why smudge is a grumpy lazy arse then?
[[MORE]]my head and my heart are all over the place and im so confused and i am so close to begging him to be with me again which is stupid because i know we dont work together and we’ll both just end up hating each other and being unhappy yet again but i hate not being with him
never fall in love, kids, it just fucks you up and really fucking hurts
[[MORE]]
two weeks after we break up, ex says he wants to see me, i end up waiting out in the cold for 20 minutes before he turns up and straight away he kisses me and tells me he’s missed me and he loves me
then ignores me the whole of the next day
what
why are you…what are you doing….stop playing with me, it’s not funny and it’s confusing and now i dont know...
March 2013
conversation with ex
Him: (talking about my implant) did you get your arm fixed yet?
Me: No, there's nothing wrong with it
Him: But there is, it looked so weird. What if you get pregnant?
Me: I'm not going to get pregnant. There is literally zero chance of me being pregnant.
Him: But how do you know?
Me: The general consensus is that you wont get pregnant if you're not having sex (obviously not including artificial insemination but i'm not doing that either)
Him: Play your cards right and it might happen...
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
WHAT IS GOING ON
WHY ARE YOU SAYING THAT
WH..WHAT...WHY...WHO...HOW...WHEN...WHATTTTTT
Ex asked me if i “wanted to go for a drink sometime”
he’s never done that
why now
what are you doing
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really miss my nipple piercings :(
[[MORE]]Things I will not miss:-
being called fat/fat ass at every opportunity
being told i’m boring or uninteresting, and that he’d rather spend time with any other person because they’re more interesting than me
being called a constant disappointment
being made to feel like i’m an embarrassment to him, and that he wont tell his friends and family about me because of...
